18.08.11 – In His time (:

So this is it.

i wasn’t able to resolve the issue, but after last night, there’s now closure in my heart.

As i drove home last night, the Lord put in my heart the song “In His Time”. i came home and searched for the verse and found it in Ecclesiastes 3:11. While the first portion “He makes all things beautiful in His time” comforted me, the second portion of the verse spoke to me louder: He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God’s work from beginning to end. How true! i may not know why God allowed him to come into my life and end up hurting me, but i know for sure that this is only a small thing in God’s BIG plan for me. With my omniscient God – Whose love for me is unceasing and unconditional – as Master Planner of my life, i know i am in safe hands. i don’t need to know why he did all that to me anymore, for God’s peace will eventually surpass all understanding.

While there will be times i will be reminded of this phase in life, i realized that last night might be the last time i’ll ever cry over it. Even last night i found it hard for me to cry – it was as if God was not allowing me to go on feeling hurt. Amazingly, i’m now back at the book of Psalms in my Bible reading and it’s definitely not coincidental that yesterday’s and today’s readings were full of “Wait on the Lord” and “He shall strengthen thine heart”. God knows my hurts, my struggles and exactly when i will come to this portion of His word. How sweet to know that He loves me and be reminded that He is ever near me!

If there is any lesson from it all, knowing that God has placed around me MANY wonderful friends who genuinely love and care for me, must be one of them. Thank you, dear friends for being with me…and thank You, Lord, for each one of them (:

“He hath made every thing beautiful in His time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.” Ecclesiastes 3:11. Amen – i will be very fine, in His time (:

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